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FANTASY LIFE.
Monday, September 15, 2008
this is my new blog...
same address...
brand new content = no more previous posts left...
My friend, My brother, My family, and you...
who is reading this post...
I have something to say...
I am drifting away...
It was so much that I wanted to stay...
I bite on my fingers...
and tolerate on whatever shit that happened...
this is not only abstrained to love...
to my work...
studies...
friendships...
kinship...
I have been on sleepless night recently...
even if I managed to doze of...
It only last a few hours...
I get more tired after that...
To my bro... Shah...
Forgive her bah...
she is already no more there for you...
no matter how much you cry...
how many times you punch into the wall of your heart...
you know yourself...
love is always the most miracle thing in this world...
always extreme opposite of things it is capable to accomplish...
it can bring happiness and sadness...
It can bring hope and disappointment...
It can bring laughter and weeps...
I know it is hard to tell you know to think...
but really you have to tell yourself...
even you die now on the spot...
your parents cares...
your brother cares...
your sister cares...
your friends care...
but not she...
sorry for that...
To you...
who is always the special one in my heart....
I want to tell you...
ever since I tried so hard...
to get back into your heart...
tons of hardship...
and criticism has been received non-stop...
but it is alright...
if you cannot accept me...
just treat as I paying you back...
for the past which I did badly to you...
If you are testing me...
I will accept any kind of tormentation from you...
I am a man...
who swear to stand on no matter what happened...
sometimes...
things are not meant for words...
it is how much you feel...
and whether you want to pass it or fail it...
I have no comments about your gauge of passing...
but I trying hard...
I will not utter this in front of you...
but I will still care...
because my feelings for you...
will always be here...
the feelings...
will only gone...
when my soul leaves my body...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {12:18 AM}
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