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FANTASY LIFE.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Time is bad... My boss talked with me yesterday... It seems like my life has yet to switch back to normal lol... "If you can get better opportunities outside there, all the best to you; However if you wish to stay here, you have to find your own path."
Pondering a lot for the last two nights... realised that my greatest mistake is easy trust in people... on the wrong company... really have to admit that I have a long way to go and tremendous endurance is need for these...
A lot of things in my mind which I unable to write out in words... I just feel very very tired... coughing out blood for the past over one week... Numbness runs through my throat and chest... I have the feelings of drying up... somehow I struggle a lot for it...
Will I be able to walk through this challenge? Will I get back you again? Pleased to see you are leading your life well now... the pain and numbness will never go off from my brain... transmission of signals has been blocked by my natural senses... I just do not want to feel sad anymore...
I still love you... you know who you are...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {10:21 AM}
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
anguish runs over my mind now... bad luck will not run away from me...
I need money... cash... do not drive me to the corner where I will turn around and bite...
Sonovabitch, fark off...
The feeling of jammed and high is running me wild... when will I able to release myself from this merciless world?
Finally I got my degree, but it seems useless at this time... I just have to bite on my fingers and wait a little more... Hard to switch job now...
How I wish I can turn back time... back to year 2007... My life would be totally different from now...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {12:29 AM}
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