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FANTASY LIFE.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
tired... I feel so tired... am I taking the right path?
people around the world are getting more and more hot-tempered now... anger management is a must... lol...
I feel that I can almost break down anytime... under peer pressure which nobody can help or understand well... sigh...
I gonna get some food... feel so hungry...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {11:10 PM}
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I know I acted weirdly last night... but please forgive me... I know you are worried for me... but please be assured that I will be alright... I just need some time to cool down and think...
Think of what I want... think of what I need in life... Think of what I have now... Think of future... Think of problems... Think of debts...
Do you know that how much I miss you? everytime your image crossed my mind I will feel the sweetness... In my dream you are always pretty and cute... though I hardly show you I miss you but I do... I really do...
I know this is not right to do... but god... please give me strength and gut to get through the thing I am going to face soon... S$10000 is the minimum I will get... but a single mishap will cost me everything... Please give me your blessing... I will never do it again after this round...
I gonna get some sleep...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {5:06 PM}
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Friday, March 20, 2009
Hmm... sorry for slow update... today is friday again... it is party time again... will most probably going down to dragonfly later... ^^ anyone wanna join me?
I guess my heart has already walking away far from the broken path... it is so painful and I am stunned that I can endure it til the end... do not give up...
Lol to pig hor... you know who you are... do not always call me devil... later devil swallows you up then you know... ^^ anyway I never thought I will have the feeling again... being psycho myself intensely that I can never trust anybody anymore... I decided to give myself a try... hopefully it will works...
Mentality has changed after the last few months of deep thought... no point crying over spilled milk... I dunno what is going to happened in the future but I know that I will hold on to your hands and not letting it go... I have been given a chance now and I will never miss it...
Friends and Foes... welcome to my brand new life... ^^
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {8:09 PM}
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
thinking of this issue deep down in myself: Am I treating people too nice?
Somehow people misunderstood my meaning... and take me for spare and granted... Reminded that I have been left behind time for a long time... lost touch with the things going on out there...
plan to clear my debts by next year... I am not sure whether I can do it... it is not a small sum of money but I really have to force myself for it... If not I will not move on...
People tend to compare among themselves... and neglect what they are having which others do not have... admiration makes a person blind and forget about the value of content...
Am I doing the right choice? She is a nice gal but I am afraid to move on... til now I haven do anything yet... I hope that can be her closest friend because I do not want any party to get hurt...
We both know that we feel something for others... hopefully this is not my wilful thought... Love matters are really complicated... I am inching into the 25th birthday of my life... yet I still do not understand what is love...
Loved or to love?
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {11:16 PM}
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Friday, March 6, 2009
how to put in words? again this thing comes to me again... the person i do not like keeps coming to me... the person i love always will not even spare a little thought for me...
raining now... hope that you all can take care well... do not fall sick... goodnight and sweet dreams...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {12:32 AM}
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