FANTASY LIFE.
Friday, January 23, 2009
Happy chinese new year for everyone... hope that everyone will be able to stand through the tide of economic crisis this time round... and hope that all couples out there... treasure each other well...
passed by a shop yesterday... I heard "My Love Will Get You Home" by Christine Glass... memories come back again... "Du yi wu er"... "Du yi you er"... only you will know what I mean... If you are browsing this page...
I really have no strength to step into any relationship anymore... rather be single than get hurt...
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---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {11:26 AM}
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Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Affiliate Marketing... anyone who is interested?
Time is running out for me... god please grant me a bit more... just a bit more...
please...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {10:58 PM}
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
get married, get fuck, get children, get agony, get depressed, get regret... go ahead...
nothing else to say...
moron... fuck off will you?
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {2:26 AM}
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Seeing everyone left me one by one... find their happiness one by one... the feeling is awkward... hard to swallow... Am I really paying back the price for being ignorant to others last time? Am I really have to go through all these again?
I cannot help to think back on last two weeks ago... when I backed to KL and Genting again... the feelings has came back... remembered that time due to lose in casino... the feast trip was cancelled... end up eat instant noodles... vowed to come back again to win... lol... no more chance for these...
Fuck you all daughter of bitch... all kind gals have vanished from this world... Leave me alone all of you sluts... A man with nothing to lose... Do not cross... I will make you all regret for the result of my life now... I hate you all...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {9:32 AM}
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Thursday, January 8, 2009
The first week of year 2009 is going to finish soon... lets look back what I have done...
I manage to get myself more things to busy with... Business is bad this year... most of my suppliers cannot confirm with me the delivery date and stock availability... anyway I doubt anybody will dare to promise anything at this point of time... economic is terrible...
Chinese New Year coming... I super hate it this time round... no girlfriend with me... all gals outside are full of shit... pretentious, materialistic, haughty, fabricated high-class... being on the cloud nine since last August til now... I will not throw money away again to all these vases... but I still feeling something missing from my life...
no money no honey? hate to say this again... is it really too late for a person who really remorsed enough?
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {8:47 AM}
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Monday, January 5, 2009
Fall sick again... think I never even recovered from the cough and sore throat at all... keep on telling myself to hold on strong... this year mindset is there... quit smoking... quit drinking... if cannot become an occasional drinker... these two things have become my liabilities for my debts... must really kick them away...
last year I met with lots of despicable people... somehow my life changed totally... I become a heavier smoker... an alcoholic... spent money like water... this year must not repeat all these mistakes again... feel weak now... I think severe coughing has drained away my stamina...
perhaps rest a while on bed will help? be right back...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {7:30 PM}
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