FANTASY LIFE.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
I feel upset... I am really fighting within myself mentally for the will... I work overtime everyday... stay out late almost everynight... I do not hope to go back home... because I know that once I quiet down my mind will overrun me again... For few months I have not smile even once... no matter happy or sad... my day still have to go on... My will is fighting within me... now is the economic downturn period... I have been incurring impact from it deeply... I have no one to rely on now... It now on my own...
I feel tired... I need the will to hang on... My head feel heavy...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {4:37 PM}
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