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FANTASY LIFE.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
I writing this down... because I know how long my time left... and I hope that I will not be regret... For the last 7 years, I have been trusting people too much... all the while I always put in 100% of trust and faith... either in myself or others... so naive to think that people will appreciate... again and again I being disappointed...
I know myself that I am not perfect either... I am emotionally unstable... somehow my mood swings... I am indecisive... it is because of that I made a lot mistakes in my life, some of them almost cost me my life... but it seems that god want me to stay on and learn... again and again... I escaped from death...
I remembered that in my previous blog, which I deleted due to some personal reasons... I stated: " Love is not having the person by your side, letting somone go off from you is another way of showing love." Ironically, what I said has turn in to reality... I let go somebody...
The law of equivalency. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost... Remember that always... cannot keep stop thinking of this, because this is one of the major reason that why am I still here typing this post today... vice versa quote from above, I lost something now, hopefully I will be getting something in return...
People die one day eventually... to me I have no fear... I know how much time I left with... I know that I cannot afford to waste life anymore...
I want to live...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {11:09 PM}
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