FANTASY LIFE.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Fall sick again... think I never even recovered from the cough and sore throat at all... keep on telling myself to hold on strong... this year mindset is there... quit smoking... quit drinking... if cannot become an occasional drinker... these two things have become my liabilities for my debts... must really kick them away...
last year I met with lots of despicable people... somehow my life changed totally... I become a heavier smoker... an alcoholic... spent money like water... this year must not repeat all these mistakes again... feel weak now... I think severe coughing has drained away my stamina...
perhaps rest a while on bed will help? be right back...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {7:30 PM}
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