FANTASY LIFE.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
thinking of this issue deep down in myself: Am I treating people too nice?
Somehow people misunderstood my meaning... and take me for spare and granted... Reminded that I have been left behind time for a long time... lost touch with the things going on out there...
plan to clear my debts by next year... I am not sure whether I can do it... it is not a small sum of money but I really have to force myself for it... If not I will not move on...
People tend to compare among themselves... and neglect what they are having which others do not have... admiration makes a person blind and forget about the value of content...
Am I doing the right choice? She is a nice gal but I am afraid to move on... til now I haven do anything yet... I hope that can be her closest friend because I do not want any party to get hurt...
We both know that we feel something for others... hopefully this is not my wilful thought... Love matters are really complicated... I am inching into the 25th birthday of my life... yet I still do not understand what is love...
Loved or to love?
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {11:16 PM}
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