FANTASY LIFE.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Time is bad... My boss talked with me yesterday... It seems like my life has yet to switch back to normal lol... "If you can get better opportunities outside there, all the best to you; However if you wish to stay here, you have to find your own path."
Pondering a lot for the last two nights... realised that my greatest mistake is easy trust in people... on the wrong company... really have to admit that I have a long way to go and tremendous endurance is need for these...
A lot of things in my mind which I unable to write out in words... I just feel very very tired... coughing out blood for the past over one week... Numbness runs through my throat and chest... I have the feelings of drying up... somehow I struggle a lot for it...
Will I be able to walk through this challenge? Will I get back you again? Pleased to see you are leading your life well now... the pain and numbness will never go off from my brain... transmission of signals has been blocked by my natural senses... I just do not want to feel sad anymore...
I still love you... you know who you are...
---------------Leaving on Fantasy--------------- ; {10:21 AM}
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